Incomprehensible
In spite of the sufficiently lamentable successes in the studies, me they permitted to the spring vacations, on three days, to go to visit to Sashke. Guest visit we with The the sashkoy planned very tightly. At a gallop they rushed along the native village, running in to the old familiar, with which they was friends and fought. To the girls, in whom we made fall in love, and which made fall in love in us. Time flew swiftly. The parents of our friends, who did not see me for a long time, all as one began from the fact that they splashed by hands with the exclamation, as I grew. Then began questions about the health, the work also of other details of existence of our family, with the will of fate this left village three ago. They, perhaps, were sincerely glad to see me, about everything to question and again, with the regret, it will be convinced of the inevitable flight of time. Therefore now and then shut eyes, if we "ukradkoy" drank, with crowd, the bottle of cheap "plodovo- advantageous" fault or ladle of home-brewed beer. After coming quickly, toward the end of the second day, to my, native to heart farmstead, I asked in bear (in whom we interrupted our run) as pozhivayet Verka, which was my neighbor.
- A where by it to disappear? There and they live with the mother and the brother.
How with the brother? It occurs after brigade leader, the hero Of verkinykh stories in it appeared the brother, who was "made" purposely or on fateful carelessness of brigade leader and its mother. But brigade leader, goat, sharpened skis, as soon as they returned road office. They were recalled our children's "pressing" in this constructed office. Those, distant, sweet recollections invincibly drew to Verke, they vaguely required continuation. It is necessary without fail to descend to it, and that tomorrow home. To go to Verke with The the sashkoy somehow it did not be desirable.
- 4 to Verke I descend, San'. You, if that, go home itself, I then will arrive.
4, as before on the vegetable-gardens, straight it left to The verkinomu house.
Verkina mother, beautiful and brisk, met me as all, okhami apropos of what I became healthy, by the sequence of the same questions about the affairs of our family, it inquired, it were not married 4, and to my, "no yet", it advised not to hurry. It introduced me to the man in their house, its son, ridiculous chubby little boy, who, knowing, probably its man significance, importantly walked about according to the room and conducted unhurried conversation first with me, then with the mother. Meanwhile it covers to the table, it invites to eat up, at the same time and Verku you will wait, it must any minute now drive up. For some purpose it, dragon-fly, to the center it carried. After foregoing the food, 4, that not to offend mistress, it limited to tea. During my tea drinking arrived Verka. It did not arrive. It flew. It saw me. It flared up. It ran up, embracing, by the fist very quietly of tyuknula into the forehead.
- she thought you will not visit. I know, you already two days as here.
I is numb. This. - Verka? God is right! This that, with the sharp knees the fidget, whom I led to the tears by green wood stirring poles, it pulled in order to vex for the tolstennye plaits and slap easily gave, if already strongly it vexed and were connected after us, where it it was cannot. And it became similar: ! In such, which intercepts spirit from the view into its enormous glazishchi. Become numb language and hands, with the lung of the touch to me of her solid breasts, whose heat was felt through her dress and my shirt. Her mother saved me, after planting her for the table, there are, and conversations then to speak. Verka and after the food cracked as forty, laughing, offensively it did not pin me and, after finishing drinking tea, it dragged me to the street, to polazit' on the farmstead. With it, for some reason, not there was that indeterminate constraint, which is with the encounter of well familiar, but for a long time of the not meeting themselves people. We went around with it all our places, recalling and resembling to each other, which where and as occurred. They visited certain familiar, and send to it home. It grew dark. It did not be desirable to part. Verka after asking permission of mother to heat a little in the summer kitchen, it stretched me there. Small house with the stove, the table and the bed. Here, in summer heat, prepares food for itself and animals, and sometimes, to ustatku, it is possible to snooze hour or so without undressing. Verka made it necessary to light thus far stove, in the kitchen, after winter cold, it was chilly, and itself was thrown home and it returned, bearing bread, in small particles rezanoye fat, bow, salt cucumbers, cabbage and the half-liter bottle of home-brewed beer. We placed all this on the stool and sitting with it on the cot they crunched by cucumbers and cabbage, being fussy about food the stopped, but even tastier fermenting mixture, drunk, by us, on the wineglass, for the encounter. Probably from the khrustyashchikh cucumbers, from Verki intoxicating proximities in me was untied language.
I told anecdotes to it and the histories, sometimes sufficiently salacious, but Verka listened to, probably without hearing, it looked at me by the shining eyes, it laughed and were forced by warm side against me. Fifteen, with the small of years, it not was beautiful in its, it was godly! Dark cap of the strizhennykh to the arms hair and the enormous saucers of the dark-blue, precisely, dark-blue, shining eyes, under the long, black eyelashes. These shining, thrown open suns did not give the possibility to regard there in it nose and lip, this no longer had a value. Its dazzling beauty Manila frightened simultaneously. The torchashchiye breasts, on which I involuntarily stopped view, elastic stretched cloth and softly fluttered during its motion. Me, barely confused pozvolitel'nost' of the presence with this miracle and into that - time some elevated, light happiness of contact with it they rapidly scattered this smushchennost'. We together were transferred with it into that already passed peace of the childhood, where there did not exist the shroud of conditionalities, not there was lie of feelings, but there was the celebration of the knowledge of peace and fantasies. Stirring, we gradually send on the theme who with whom it is friends, who loves and whom they love. In the rapid of this, not knowing constraint contact I asked in it, it does remember as we they ate apples in the unfinished road office.
It shuddered as from the lung, the instantaneous fright, it froze.
- I REMEMBER EVERYTHING! - it pronounced -vydyxnula quietly.
It turned itself to me, clenched by palms my head and, falling to the bed, like the wind it rushed past by kisses on the eyes, the nose, the cheeks, it stuck into the lips by its hot, moist lips from which not that so that cannot, simply it would not be desirable to breathe, making possible for it completely to rule above its body and, if it agrees, to be its slave. Kissing, zapykhanno breathing out, she spoke about my stupidity, she indicated that, precisely, from those apples, it loves me scatter brain. She spoke about how it tormented not to see me these long three years.
- 4 you it loved always!
It loved when 4 to it it gave shchelbany so that it would remain, it loved, when it pulled by the scythes, it loved, when it teased, it loved, when it cried from the offence, that it I do not note, it loved, when we they left, and she thought that more never me it will see. And today it rushed to the center in the hope of intercepting my run.
Kissing, cried and laughed, burner me by tears, by body, by words. 4 unskillfully it attempted to answer its kisses, it passed by hands on the hair, the arms, spin, to buttocks, forcing it against itself increasingly denser. In this poluobmoroke, it overturned it under itself and hand themselves, after proving to be under the dress, impatiently it is confused, went down downward cowards. In this flow of the devouring excitation it entered into it, desiring to fill entire it by itself, to be dissolved in it. And meeting, the easy- springy resistance, even barely realizing it, it continued.
It came to from that constrained, there is no not cry, vskhlipa on the sigh and from that how zatravlenno it began to pull itself and zatikhla, under me, Verka. 4 oshalelo-ispuganno it stopped, it recoiled from it. Verka, with the closed eyes, lay on the bed, becoming white by the bare stomach, with the dark triangle of the hair between the feet and with the spread traces of the blood on them. The streams of tears flowed on the temples to the ear. Even without having seen, having instantly felt entire picture of that occurred, me, by the discharge of lightning, pierced sharp, on the face of pain, pity, and, not shame, but doomed contempt to itself for the break of this unconscious euphoria. It covered nudity. In order to be nearer against it it were forced facing its breast, it whispered:
- Prosti! 4 he did not know, and udivlenno. - Verka - YOU tselka?!!
It raised my head, forced against lips and only after removing, it opened, with the little sparks of the tears of eye, smiling and already quietly, on the styles, it pronounced:
- - LA, and again it forced against itself.
So having pressed, silently, into some to the thick atmosphere of samootdachi, they lay, absorbing into itself, each other they became united, enormous self-sufficient peace for whom nothing and no one no longer was important, it is important to preserve the stability of this peace. Dear Verka, for these three, in general, the even children's of the year, when each day- yr, you, brisk shchebetushka, stored in yourself, she remembered about that nothing significant, children's, poznavatel'skoy game. With our, sufficiently raskreposhchennom contact of boys and girls, you, knowing that never you will see me, yourself was stored only because of the enormous dream, it will meet with me again. The inexplicable, disrupting heart tenderness pierced me, forcing more closely and more closely to be forced against that become suddenly most expensive to essence. To listen to, as sinichkoy is beaten under its breast heart. This nonexistence carefully destroyed Verka. It very quietly stirred under me, raised my head above itself, for long, fixedly it looked into the eyes and already somehow on -maternal quietly and for long it kissed. After removing, it arose and, after saying that now it will arrive, it left. Time was within midnight. Verka arrived the minutes through twenty. It changed clothes and it was in motley yellow, short khalatike. In its thrown open eyes the sun again sparkled, again its radiance filled entire space. It approached, it pressed, by the shamelessly exposed heart, and, laughing, it clicked to me to the diarrhea:
- well, that let us mention my tselku?
I burst out laughing. Verun'ka, gold my, you similar remained. By cleverest and knowing from us. By its not children's, but womanish wisdom, almost always accurately predicting the result of our plans and bandyukovskikh projects. Why you, the smaller of us, she did not stop those, children's, the experiments, because of which it doomed yourself, still child, to the adult flour.
- you do not want to mention?
- Verka, now shchelban to vkachu!
- with you from the thirst you will die, and tselka will remain not inveterate.
It gripped me for the hair, laughing loud, pulled to the stool with our meal and, showing on, almost, the not touched fermenting mixture it gave an order:
- master. You Is Culprit! You infected me. Here you be doctor.
Thus far I filled into the wineglasses fermenting mixture, refreshed, intermixing cabbage, it, after being forced against my bent back, it pronounced:
- you is the best doctor in the world!
In the head, by sharp pin, was stuck risible non, from the turn, clenching and retaining, I carefully and rapidly fall it to the cot and, shchekocha with its nose "threaten":
- now tselku I will again break!
- Sashka, fool!
It laughs loud, seizing feet.
- Sashka. Yes two tselki not one ram will maintain.
From its stupifying beauty and proximity in me that imp, who opened brakes the day before, begins to be spilled, but I remember that this imp produced, and politely I please him to sit somewhere next.
- Verka! 4 not I will lie. 4 even it did not analyze, I do love 4 you. For me you vsegda-VERKA! 4 it almost always remembered you. 4 not "fel'sher" is must neither certificates nor analyses. "I love you, Verka!" I understood this hour ago. But, reached this me four years. You Do remember Tomku?
- cease, Sashka, cease! All this is nonsense. I want nothing
to hear and to recall, in me to this was time. 4 you I love and this in me no one, even you, no longer it otymet!
By grass snake, after slipping from my hands, it again arose, it reproached, after poking with finger to the side, that I forget about its knightly responsibilities, it raised filled wineglasses with the beverage, which little corresponds to the case, but sincere as and it, pronounced:
- dear my, I know, this our first and, 4 is assured, last night. Do not smash, it suppressed my attempt to change its monologue. - yes. However this you wanted no longer you will be able to arrive in me. Not here, but to me. It is not necessary to deceive itself, will pass time, and this time will forever separate us. But you know, I will always love you. And you, is assured, you will remember about me always. Give let us drink to us with you.
We saw. The aforesaid, is slow, by lead gravity, it began to crawl into the brain. It is slow, but it is inevitable, it reached me, that Verka, rights and from this rightness according to the skin climbed prickly, cold ants, rose hair on the hands and the head. I looked at Verku, confronting me and saw as in her dark-blue, now nothing not vidyashchikh eyes, as in the kaleidoscope alternated light and dark vspolokhi, as they were enlarged and became narrow so that it will be enlarged again the pupils.
I touched it.
- faith.
With the visible effort, shaking off from itself these flickering in the eyes sunbeam reflections Of verka, as - that got tired it descended, carrying along after itself me, to the bed, it were buried by face to me into the elbows.
- Lord! Sashka, as I got tired without you. Sashka!
Bubbling kilohms got stuck in the throat. Hot shroud of the covering of eye. Lord! For what sins you punish this girl entire fault of which only in the fact that it LOVES and knows how SO to love, to which, even not compulsorily, agonizingly, but compulsorily it is not located next to that loved, which because of this love it were carried above the innumerable file of years it reached that wisdom, that understanding of things, which was accessible only at the end of the long and rich in events life. I slowly sorted out by fingers its hair, ironed on the even devchonoch'ey back with the coming out bones of spine, and it felt, as overflows the part of its enormous heart, capable without the words to understand into me, then, what cannot be expressed words and from this i did not become more easily. From the consciousness of the fact that we not in the forces, to change the already neglected machine of fate, was torn up the filled Shityu verkoy heart. 4, being inclined, it kissed its hair, and it, grateful, raised hand and tousled my.
It, being turned to me by face, threw far away feet to the cot.
- listen to, magician, you will lull me. Sashka, we argue, you rams love will be.
In its eyes the little sparks again ran, and the being smiled lips were ready to be torn away into the unrestrained laughter.
- from what you did take?
- A you on the head always iron them will be.
- Well, Verka. Be held.
- feet, it raised in the pioneer salute hand. - Sashka, 4 young pioneer of the Soviet Union before face of my of that loved I promise and solemnly I swear today to sleep with it and it not to anywhere release.
It, laughing loud, made on the cot an incredible somersault, jumped over through me. In the instant of eye it transposed the remainders of meal to the table. It drove off me from the cot. Dragged blanket. It repaired sheets. It turned, shaking up pillow.
Threw down dressing gown, having somehow incomprehensibly bent hands after the back, it unbuttoned and it removed brassiere, it hung them to the back of bed. It whisked under the blanket, under the blanket after bending knees, it removed cowards, it got out from under the blankets hand with the cowards, it turned them in air and, laughing, it threw them me.
- they me will today interfere with. Sashka, my cowards interfere with you.
4, assuming game, the same I laugh loud from its trick and natural I declare that her cowards do not interfere with me.
- A if they you do not interfere with, then place them with your and turn off.
however, - Verka, mother will arrive.
- it will not arrive. 4 to it it said.
I go out of mind.
- you did say that you will sleep with me?
- yes, yes, you that is not agreeable. Prosti! Sashen'ka, more than this not will be never. This entire which to us is tempered!
Verka again became of the dear risible fidget I not less have pity adult woman. It does not persuade me, it as to child explains to me the stability of simple axiom. I arose, turned off light, in the kitchen it is light from the lamp on the post. It approached the bed. Slowly it undressed, hanging clothing to the back of bed with The verkinym dressing gown and the brassiere, into some cowards of villages next.
- you do want, I will say, about which you do think? - asked Verka.
- about which?
- to assume cowards together or not.
I exploded by laughter. Here is goat. It removed cowards, assumed next to it, discarded blanket, lay a number and forced against itself this hot, which became most expensive, mash. It is slow, by light steps by kisses I was moved on its face, it kissed soft, velvety lips. It pitched down. It unexpectedly slightly bit it and Verka, happy filling with laughter, indicated that now it never will leave marry, because it will be as Khlopusha in the "captain's daughter". I investigated the internal bends of ear by language, and it, forcing head against neck, laughed from the tickling. In the punishment after the "cowards those not assumed together" 4 by finger were carried out between its edges, and it was raised, laughing loud, upwards and it were brought down from the height to me repeating also, but in the reverse order. We did not note nudity. We delighted in by the absence of clothing. They delighted in by the possibility to be a number as, as this possibly. Our hands, our lips, our eyes studied and absorbed into themselves enjoyment, radiated by our exposed bodies. We somersaulted, to what extent narrow cot allowed, they were rolled, constantly changing positions "above" and "hearth", they were forced by the excited flesh against each other. I took into the mouth its enormous, excited nipples, rolled them there by language, as they roll sucking candy, which never will be compared with their sweetness, it sucked, it let out from the mouth and it pulled at from the side to the side by nose. It investigated by fingers hairsprings on the pubes, crossing downward, it ironed and it pressed everything which fell under the fingers. Its hands ran throughout my body, stirred hair on the head, passed on the arms, on the back, forced against themselves. Dry from the excitation by lips it whispered:
- I want you.
Obeying to its hands, to the body, which was being squeezed under me, 4 it is slow, fearing to cause pain to it, it were immersed in the moist, is hotter, gratefully assumed me enjoyment. After being immersed to the limit, it rocked from the side to the side, upward, downward, studying and delighting in by this study, it passed to another level, continuing study, and again plungers into the depth it will take pleasure by studied. Gradually, obeying to its impatient hands.
It increased and increased rate and when the brain began to be melted from the enjoyment, ready to explode and to splash out into it, felt as, being bent, returning itself entire, was driven in by trembling Verka. As it pulsated and were compressed, requiring its, the gotten to know depth 4, losing the control of existence, by powerful pushes it were dissolved in it, still shaking, to abyss. Returning to the life, I looked as also slowly returns Verka.
- mom!
It even with the closed eyes, by the weak sought-for hands found and forced against breast my head and, resting, rasslablenno of zatikhla. We lay and each silently, it mastered the huge thing of shaking.
Not yet arrived into itself I was thrilled from twitter and kisses Of verki, it pulled at me, kissing, the sears:
- you that with me made, bear. 4 nearly it died.
Its hands trembling ran throughout my body at the instant they stopped, studying my resting nature, and again continued its run in order in second to return. Its lips slid on me, they stopped on the nipples, they kissed, connected sharp teeth, forcing them to very quietly fulfill their responsibilities, and again they kissed, sucked, sucked out life of me.
- well, cannot living person maintain such tests!
I jumped, it raked up into the armful being laughed, luminous, being kicked, warm and desired Verku, overturned to the back in order to punish for its tortures. The punishment followed without delay, and it was the same severe, as that from which we yet did not have time to rest. Is still heavy dysha, rasslablenno, after removing, but, after being held for the hands, they heard knock and voice Of the verkinoy mother:
- Verka, you there living?
Only now we noted that it is already light on the street. Verka ridiculed itself, ridiculously, it mixed, it began to jerk by naked feet, and by some, frankly happy voice it shouted:
- mummy! 4 already it died! Moms, you go we (we!) now.
What now, we again and again threw to to each other. Again they interlaced, were connected up united, the not powerful to be different essence, until cannot be involved parting begins. Verka arose, enormous, with the dark circles all around, the eyes it looked to me. Being inclined, quietly it kissed and, after whispering:
- send, it began to dress.
They left to the street. They visited into the house. I was requested with The verkinoy mother, it pulled on vikhram of chubby little boy and left. After me jumped out Verka. We almost running broke into a run to Sashke. Left and begun was be scolded Sashkina mother, after seeing something in The verkinykh eyes, it misfired. Sashka, pressing to us hands, pronounced:
- well, you give!
Poproshchavshis', they broke into a run to the bus. Already on the platform, next, already touched by train, kissing, and without having forces to be detached away from it, I promised:
- I will arrive. I compulsorily will arrive, Verka!
- go.
Already in the tambour of the collected motion train, I saw some its lonely, lonely, with the omitted hands figurine, and because 4 no longer next to it and I cannot shut it with itself, was torn up heart.
I arrived, almost, in three months. That bulged out for the outstanding successes from the school, and having been already arranged to the work to drag bricks to masons, 4, after getting advance and week of time, dashed to Verke. We again proved to be with it in that that not knowing boundaries and time pool. They again and again absorbed each other with greediness of cannibals and, after coming to from the need for part, also with difficulty they parted.
More than its 4 it did not see.
Who knows, why life slazhivayetsya not in the manner that it becomes obvious from the height of years. I learned, it left marry into twenty five Verka, it bore to husband two children and it was happy.
Who this knows, besides Verki itself.
- A where by it to disappear? There and they live with the mother and the brother.
How with the brother? It occurs after brigade leader, the hero Of verkinykh stories in it appeared the brother, who was "made" purposely or on fateful carelessness of brigade leader and its mother. But brigade leader, goat, sharpened skis, as soon as they returned road office. They were recalled our children's "pressing" in this constructed office. Those, distant, sweet recollections invincibly drew to Verke, they vaguely required continuation. It is necessary without fail to descend to it, and that tomorrow home. To go to Verke with The the sashkoy somehow it did not be desirable.
- 4 to Verke I descend, San'. You, if that, go home itself, I then will arrive.
4, as before on the vegetable-gardens, straight it left to The verkinomu house.
Verkina mother, beautiful and brisk, met me as all, okhami apropos of what I became healthy, by the sequence of the same questions about the affairs of our family, it inquired, it were not married 4, and to my, "no yet", it advised not to hurry. It introduced me to the man in their house, its son, ridiculous chubby little boy, who, knowing, probably its man significance, importantly walked about according to the room and conducted unhurried conversation first with me, then with the mother. Meanwhile it covers to the table, it invites to eat up, at the same time and Verku you will wait, it must any minute now drive up. For some purpose it, dragon-fly, to the center it carried. After foregoing the food, 4, that not to offend mistress, it limited to tea. During my tea drinking arrived Verka. It did not arrive. It flew. It saw me. It flared up. It ran up, embracing, by the fist very quietly of tyuknula into the forehead.
- she thought you will not visit. I know, you already two days as here.
I is numb. This. - Verka? God is right! This that, with the sharp knees the fidget, whom I led to the tears by green wood stirring poles, it pulled in order to vex for the tolstennye plaits and slap easily gave, if already strongly it vexed and were connected after us, where it it was cannot. And it became similar: ! In such, which intercepts spirit from the view into its enormous glazishchi. Become numb language and hands, with the lung of the touch to me of her solid breasts, whose heat was felt through her dress and my shirt. Her mother saved me, after planting her for the table, there are, and conversations then to speak. Verka and after the food cracked as forty, laughing, offensively it did not pin me and, after finishing drinking tea, it dragged me to the street, to polazit' on the farmstead. With it, for some reason, not there was that indeterminate constraint, which is with the encounter of well familiar, but for a long time of the not meeting themselves people. We went around with it all our places, recalling and resembling to each other, which where and as occurred. They visited certain familiar, and send to it home. It grew dark. It did not be desirable to part. Verka after asking permission of mother to heat a little in the summer kitchen, it stretched me there. Small house with the stove, the table and the bed. Here, in summer heat, prepares food for itself and animals, and sometimes, to ustatku, it is possible to snooze hour or so without undressing. Verka made it necessary to light thus far stove, in the kitchen, after winter cold, it was chilly, and itself was thrown home and it returned, bearing bread, in small particles rezanoye fat, bow, salt cucumbers, cabbage and the half-liter bottle of home-brewed beer. We placed all this on the stool and sitting with it on the cot they crunched by cucumbers and cabbage, being fussy about food the stopped, but even tastier fermenting mixture, drunk, by us, on the wineglass, for the encounter. Probably from the khrustyashchikh cucumbers, from Verki intoxicating proximities in me was untied language.
I told anecdotes to it and the histories, sometimes sufficiently salacious, but Verka listened to, probably without hearing, it looked at me by the shining eyes, it laughed and were forced by warm side against me. Fifteen, with the small of years, it not was beautiful in its, it was godly! Dark cap of the strizhennykh to the arms hair and the enormous saucers of the dark-blue, precisely, dark-blue, shining eyes, under the long, black eyelashes. These shining, thrown open suns did not give the possibility to regard there in it nose and lip, this no longer had a value. Its dazzling beauty Manila frightened simultaneously. The torchashchiye breasts, on which I involuntarily stopped view, elastic stretched cloth and softly fluttered during its motion. Me, barely confused pozvolitel'nost' of the presence with this miracle and into that - time some elevated, light happiness of contact with it they rapidly scattered this smushchennost'. We together were transferred with it into that already passed peace of the childhood, where there did not exist the shroud of conditionalities, not there was lie of feelings, but there was the celebration of the knowledge of peace and fantasies. Stirring, we gradually send on the theme who with whom it is friends, who loves and whom they love. In the rapid of this, not knowing constraint contact I asked in it, it does remember as we they ate apples in the unfinished road office.
It shuddered as from the lung, the instantaneous fright, it froze.
- I REMEMBER EVERYTHING! - it pronounced -vydyxnula quietly.
It turned itself to me, clenched by palms my head and, falling to the bed, like the wind it rushed past by kisses on the eyes, the nose, the cheeks, it stuck into the lips by its hot, moist lips from which not that so that cannot, simply it would not be desirable to breathe, making possible for it completely to rule above its body and, if it agrees, to be its slave. Kissing, zapykhanno breathing out, she spoke about my stupidity, she indicated that, precisely, from those apples, it loves me scatter brain. She spoke about how it tormented not to see me these long three years.
- 4 you it loved always!
It loved when 4 to it it gave shchelbany so that it would remain, it loved, when it pulled by the scythes, it loved, when it teased, it loved, when it cried from the offence, that it I do not note, it loved, when we they left, and she thought that more never me it will see. And today it rushed to the center in the hope of intercepting my run.
Kissing, cried and laughed, burner me by tears, by body, by words. 4 unskillfully it attempted to answer its kisses, it passed by hands on the hair, the arms, spin, to buttocks, forcing it against itself increasingly denser. In this poluobmoroke, it overturned it under itself and hand themselves, after proving to be under the dress, impatiently it is confused, went down downward cowards. In this flow of the devouring excitation it entered into it, desiring to fill entire it by itself, to be dissolved in it. And meeting, the easy- springy resistance, even barely realizing it, it continued.
It came to from that constrained, there is no not cry, vskhlipa on the sigh and from that how zatravlenno it began to pull itself and zatikhla, under me, Verka. 4 oshalelo-ispuganno it stopped, it recoiled from it. Verka, with the closed eyes, lay on the bed, becoming white by the bare stomach, with the dark triangle of the hair between the feet and with the spread traces of the blood on them. The streams of tears flowed on the temples to the ear. Even without having seen, having instantly felt entire picture of that occurred, me, by the discharge of lightning, pierced sharp, on the face of pain, pity, and, not shame, but doomed contempt to itself for the break of this unconscious euphoria. It covered nudity. In order to be nearer against it it were forced facing its breast, it whispered:
- Prosti! 4 he did not know, and udivlenno. - Verka - YOU tselka?!!
It raised my head, forced against lips and only after removing, it opened, with the little sparks of the tears of eye, smiling and already quietly, on the styles, it pronounced:
- - LA, and again it forced against itself.
So having pressed, silently, into some to the thick atmosphere of samootdachi, they lay, absorbing into itself, each other they became united, enormous self-sufficient peace for whom nothing and no one no longer was important, it is important to preserve the stability of this peace. Dear Verka, for these three, in general, the even children's of the year, when each day- yr, you, brisk shchebetushka, stored in yourself, she remembered about that nothing significant, children's, poznavatel'skoy game. With our, sufficiently raskreposhchennom contact of boys and girls, you, knowing that never you will see me, yourself was stored only because of the enormous dream, it will meet with me again. The inexplicable, disrupting heart tenderness pierced me, forcing more closely and more closely to be forced against that become suddenly most expensive to essence. To listen to, as sinichkoy is beaten under its breast heart. This nonexistence carefully destroyed Verka. It very quietly stirred under me, raised my head above itself, for long, fixedly it looked into the eyes and already somehow on -maternal quietly and for long it kissed. After removing, it arose and, after saying that now it will arrive, it left. Time was within midnight. Verka arrived the minutes through twenty. It changed clothes and it was in motley yellow, short khalatike. In its thrown open eyes the sun again sparkled, again its radiance filled entire space. It approached, it pressed, by the shamelessly exposed heart, and, laughing, it clicked to me to the diarrhea:
- well, that let us mention my tselku?
I burst out laughing. Verun'ka, gold my, you similar remained. By cleverest and knowing from us. By its not children's, but womanish wisdom, almost always accurately predicting the result of our plans and bandyukovskikh projects. Why you, the smaller of us, she did not stop those, children's, the experiments, because of which it doomed yourself, still child, to the adult flour.
- you do not want to mention?
- Verka, now shchelban to vkachu!
- with you from the thirst you will die, and tselka will remain not inveterate.
It gripped me for the hair, laughing loud, pulled to the stool with our meal and, showing on, almost, the not touched fermenting mixture it gave an order:
- master. You Is Culprit! You infected me. Here you be doctor.
Thus far I filled into the wineglasses fermenting mixture, refreshed, intermixing cabbage, it, after being forced against my bent back, it pronounced:
- you is the best doctor in the world!
In the head, by sharp pin, was stuck risible non, from the turn, clenching and retaining, I carefully and rapidly fall it to the cot and, shchekocha with its nose "threaten":
- now tselku I will again break!
- Sashka, fool!
It laughs loud, seizing feet.
- Sashka. Yes two tselki not one ram will maintain.
From its stupifying beauty and proximity in me that imp, who opened brakes the day before, begins to be spilled, but I remember that this imp produced, and politely I please him to sit somewhere next.
- Verka! 4 not I will lie. 4 even it did not analyze, I do love 4 you. For me you vsegda-VERKA! 4 it almost always remembered you. 4 not "fel'sher" is must neither certificates nor analyses. "I love you, Verka!" I understood this hour ago. But, reached this me four years. You Do remember Tomku?
- cease, Sashka, cease! All this is nonsense. I want nothing
to hear and to recall, in me to this was time. 4 you I love and this in me no one, even you, no longer it otymet!
By grass snake, after slipping from my hands, it again arose, it reproached, after poking with finger to the side, that I forget about its knightly responsibilities, it raised filled wineglasses with the beverage, which little corresponds to the case, but sincere as and it, pronounced:
- dear my, I know, this our first and, 4 is assured, last night. Do not smash, it suppressed my attempt to change its monologue. - yes. However this you wanted no longer you will be able to arrive in me. Not here, but to me. It is not necessary to deceive itself, will pass time, and this time will forever separate us. But you know, I will always love you. And you, is assured, you will remember about me always. Give let us drink to us with you.
We saw. The aforesaid, is slow, by lead gravity, it began to crawl into the brain. It is slow, but it is inevitable, it reached me, that Verka, rights and from this rightness according to the skin climbed prickly, cold ants, rose hair on the hands and the head. I looked at Verku, confronting me and saw as in her dark-blue, now nothing not vidyashchikh eyes, as in the kaleidoscope alternated light and dark vspolokhi, as they were enlarged and became narrow so that it will be enlarged again the pupils.
I touched it.
- faith.
With the visible effort, shaking off from itself these flickering in the eyes sunbeam reflections Of verka, as - that got tired it descended, carrying along after itself me, to the bed, it were buried by face to me into the elbows.
- Lord! Sashka, as I got tired without you. Sashka!
Bubbling kilohms got stuck in the throat. Hot shroud of the covering of eye. Lord! For what sins you punish this girl entire fault of which only in the fact that it LOVES and knows how SO to love, to which, even not compulsorily, agonizingly, but compulsorily it is not located next to that loved, which because of this love it were carried above the innumerable file of years it reached that wisdom, that understanding of things, which was accessible only at the end of the long and rich in events life. I slowly sorted out by fingers its hair, ironed on the even devchonoch'ey back with the coming out bones of spine, and it felt, as overflows the part of its enormous heart, capable without the words to understand into me, then, what cannot be expressed words and from this i did not become more easily. From the consciousness of the fact that we not in the forces, to change the already neglected machine of fate, was torn up the filled Shityu verkoy heart. 4, being inclined, it kissed its hair, and it, grateful, raised hand and tousled my.
It, being turned to me by face, threw far away feet to the cot.
- listen to, magician, you will lull me. Sashka, we argue, you rams love will be.
In its eyes the little sparks again ran, and the being smiled lips were ready to be torn away into the unrestrained laughter.
- from what you did take?
- A you on the head always iron them will be.
- Well, Verka. Be held.
- feet, it raised in the pioneer salute hand. - Sashka, 4 young pioneer of the Soviet Union before face of my of that loved I promise and solemnly I swear today to sleep with it and it not to anywhere release.
It, laughing loud, made on the cot an incredible somersault, jumped over through me. In the instant of eye it transposed the remainders of meal to the table. It drove off me from the cot. Dragged blanket. It repaired sheets. It turned, shaking up pillow.
Threw down dressing gown, having somehow incomprehensibly bent hands after the back, it unbuttoned and it removed brassiere, it hung them to the back of bed. It whisked under the blanket, under the blanket after bending knees, it removed cowards, it got out from under the blankets hand with the cowards, it turned them in air and, laughing, it threw them me.
- they me will today interfere with. Sashka, my cowards interfere with you.
4, assuming game, the same I laugh loud from its trick and natural I declare that her cowards do not interfere with me.
- A if they you do not interfere with, then place them with your and turn off.
however, - Verka, mother will arrive.
- it will not arrive. 4 to it it said.
I go out of mind.
- you did say that you will sleep with me?
- yes, yes, you that is not agreeable. Prosti! Sashen'ka, more than this not will be never. This entire which to us is tempered!
Verka again became of the dear risible fidget I not less have pity adult woman. It does not persuade me, it as to child explains to me the stability of simple axiom. I arose, turned off light, in the kitchen it is light from the lamp on the post. It approached the bed. Slowly it undressed, hanging clothing to the back of bed with The verkinym dressing gown and the brassiere, into some cowards of villages next.
- you do want, I will say, about which you do think? - asked Verka.
- about which?
- to assume cowards together or not.
I exploded by laughter. Here is goat. It removed cowards, assumed next to it, discarded blanket, lay a number and forced against itself this hot, which became most expensive, mash. It is slow, by light steps by kisses I was moved on its face, it kissed soft, velvety lips. It pitched down. It unexpectedly slightly bit it and Verka, happy filling with laughter, indicated that now it never will leave marry, because it will be as Khlopusha in the "captain's daughter". I investigated the internal bends of ear by language, and it, forcing head against neck, laughed from the tickling. In the punishment after the "cowards those not assumed together" 4 by finger were carried out between its edges, and it was raised, laughing loud, upwards and it were brought down from the height to me repeating also, but in the reverse order. We did not note nudity. We delighted in by the absence of clothing. They delighted in by the possibility to be a number as, as this possibly. Our hands, our lips, our eyes studied and absorbed into themselves enjoyment, radiated by our exposed bodies. We somersaulted, to what extent narrow cot allowed, they were rolled, constantly changing positions "above" and "hearth", they were forced by the excited flesh against each other. I took into the mouth its enormous, excited nipples, rolled them there by language, as they roll sucking candy, which never will be compared with their sweetness, it sucked, it let out from the mouth and it pulled at from the side to the side by nose. It investigated by fingers hairsprings on the pubes, crossing downward, it ironed and it pressed everything which fell under the fingers. Its hands ran throughout my body, stirred hair on the head, passed on the arms, on the back, forced against themselves. Dry from the excitation by lips it whispered:
- I want you.
Obeying to its hands, to the body, which was being squeezed under me, 4 it is slow, fearing to cause pain to it, it were immersed in the moist, is hotter, gratefully assumed me enjoyment. After being immersed to the limit, it rocked from the side to the side, upward, downward, studying and delighting in by this study, it passed to another level, continuing study, and again plungers into the depth it will take pleasure by studied. Gradually, obeying to its impatient hands.
It increased and increased rate and when the brain began to be melted from the enjoyment, ready to explode and to splash out into it, felt as, being bent, returning itself entire, was driven in by trembling Verka. As it pulsated and were compressed, requiring its, the gotten to know depth 4, losing the control of existence, by powerful pushes it were dissolved in it, still shaking, to abyss. Returning to the life, I looked as also slowly returns Verka.
- mom!
It even with the closed eyes, by the weak sought-for hands found and forced against breast my head and, resting, rasslablenno of zatikhla. We lay and each silently, it mastered the huge thing of shaking.
Not yet arrived into itself I was thrilled from twitter and kisses Of verki, it pulled at me, kissing, the sears:
- you that with me made, bear. 4 nearly it died.
Its hands trembling ran throughout my body at the instant they stopped, studying my resting nature, and again continued its run in order in second to return. Its lips slid on me, they stopped on the nipples, they kissed, connected sharp teeth, forcing them to very quietly fulfill their responsibilities, and again they kissed, sucked, sucked out life of me.
- well, cannot living person maintain such tests!
I jumped, it raked up into the armful being laughed, luminous, being kicked, warm and desired Verku, overturned to the back in order to punish for its tortures. The punishment followed without delay, and it was the same severe, as that from which we yet did not have time to rest. Is still heavy dysha, rasslablenno, after removing, but, after being held for the hands, they heard knock and voice Of the verkinoy mother:
- Verka, you there living?
Only now we noted that it is already light on the street. Verka ridiculed itself, ridiculously, it mixed, it began to jerk by naked feet, and by some, frankly happy voice it shouted:
- mummy! 4 already it died! Moms, you go we (we!) now.
What now, we again and again threw to to each other. Again they interlaced, were connected up united, the not powerful to be different essence, until cannot be involved parting begins. Verka arose, enormous, with the dark circles all around, the eyes it looked to me. Being inclined, quietly it kissed and, after whispering:
- send, it began to dress.
They left to the street. They visited into the house. I was requested with The verkinoy mother, it pulled on vikhram of chubby little boy and left. After me jumped out Verka. We almost running broke into a run to Sashke. Left and begun was be scolded Sashkina mother, after seeing something in The verkinykh eyes, it misfired. Sashka, pressing to us hands, pronounced:
- well, you give!
Poproshchavshis', they broke into a run to the bus. Already on the platform, next, already touched by train, kissing, and without having forces to be detached away from it, I promised:
- I will arrive. I compulsorily will arrive, Verka!
- go.
Already in the tambour of the collected motion train, I saw some its lonely, lonely, with the omitted hands figurine, and because 4 no longer next to it and I cannot shut it with itself, was torn up heart.
I arrived, almost, in three months. That bulged out for the outstanding successes from the school, and having been already arranged to the work to drag bricks to masons, 4, after getting advance and week of time, dashed to Verke. We again proved to be with it in that that not knowing boundaries and time pool. They again and again absorbed each other with greediness of cannibals and, after coming to from the need for part, also with difficulty they parted.
More than its 4 it did not see.
Who knows, why life slazhivayetsya not in the manner that it becomes obvious from the height of years. I learned, it left marry into twenty five Verka, it bore to husband two children and it was happy.
Who this knows, besides Verki itself.
